I am tied up in knots about tomorrow. I am trying very hard to tell Jake that we're going to a cool new place to "play" and hoping that he doesn't get nervous vibes from me, even though my hands go numb thinking about it.
I have no childcare options for Manny, nor do I seek any, so I will be wearing him as usual. I hope that I am not judged for this as I have been in the past at doctor's appointments where I have been asked, even by an osteopath, "Can't you leave him with someone?" I hope I can relate to the staff that having both children is my life, and if therapy is required, that I need to be able to adopt a regimen that is friendly to having both children at all times.
I am also worried about what I will be told. Wish me luck on sleeping tonight.
